This week it seems almost all of my Christian thoughts (Christian Thoughts= Mediation and time spent with God) have been on will. Do I do my own thing or do I surrender and submit to God’s will. For pretty much most of my life, it’s been my way or the highway. As discussed in the last post this leads to things such as the pickle with the Security Job. After just one night at the plant alone I know that it’s not the job for me. Heck I knew after meeting with Charlie the Guard who trained me and finding out the reason they didn’t want me taking the full time job in Washington was because they couldn’t find anyone willing to drive to the Newberry Plant two nights in a row for a part time job. I was suckered into it thinking there may be an opportunity to grow, to work full time, but looking back on it I was told from the beginning that it would never be the case at the hiring manager Jimmy encouraged me to still seek full time employment outside of the company. So now I’m left with the pickle, return uniforms and find actual full time employment.
I very much feel like since being let go from CallNet that much of what God has been dealing with has been to do with obedience and God’s will. I know God has a plan for my life I just haven’t figured it out yet. I very much feel like I need to spend more time in prayer and less time watching TV. I need to find out what God wants me to do before jumping head first into things. Mykle has even been dealing with me on not being so fast to jump into things and to kinda just wait things out. So there is God just letting me know just one more time “Hey Phillip, I got this take your hands off of it” So this is where I must remember as I’ve been taught in church NUMEROUS times. Act not on my own fleshly desires but act in accordance with God’s word and answered prayers. I’ve been speaking with a very close Christian friend of mine and she has pretty much confirmed things for me before she even knew she confirmed it. So as I ponder on things with God I ask for your prayer of blessings and guidance in my life.